Just a forewarning... I'm going to say a few things in a few ways here, that I know at least one certain someone is going to go into freakout mode over. Don't. This is just a post to represent my own personal "freakout" and nothing more. It does not impact reality outside of my head. Just consider this my seccond midlife crisis, ok?
I just got some news that I'm damn glad I didn't get until after I finished my article, because I know I wouldn't have been able to finish.
One of my best (female) friends is getting married this summer. Someone I've known for a long time, and can talk about things on a very special level that confuses the fuck out of anyone that knows either or us seperately. Someone that, for the space of 72 hours a long time ago, might be getting married to me, in a theoretical sense.
To put in short: I had the misfortune of asking her out less than three days after she accepted a date from her current fiance. I learned that both of us had been seriously musing dating the other for over a month, but had postponed because neither one thought the other would accept. It caused much... akwardness.
...Love is many things, none of them rational...
I'm going to go and wish that I had something alcoholic now, and try to think.
I just got some news that I'm damn glad I didn't get until after I finished my article, because I know I wouldn't have been able to finish.
One of my best (female) friends is getting married this summer. Someone I've known for a long time, and can talk about things on a very special level that confuses the fuck out of anyone that knows either or us seperately. Someone that, for the space of 72 hours a long time ago, might be getting married to me, in a theoretical sense.
To put in short: I had the misfortune of asking her out less than three days after she accepted a date from her current fiance. I learned that both of us had been seriously musing dating the other for over a month, but had postponed because neither one thought the other would accept. It caused much... akwardness.
...Love is many things, none of them rational...
I'm going to go and wish that I had something alcoholic now, and try to think.
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